Hallelujah

This just has not been my week. I don't want to get into detail, because I don't want to jinx myself, but I really need the world to be on my side right now! I'm sure things will work out for me, because they always do, but I can be a very impatient person. And because I am stressing myself out I have a giant headache and my room is a disaster zone. Boo.

Anyway, I hope everyone out there told their Mom's how much you love them today, because they deserve it! I bought my Mom a little present, took her shopping, and then we went out to dinner. We did this all yesterday and today we went to my Grandma's house. I showed my Grandma my new tattoo and she said "it's nice." Haha! I borrowed my cousin's bike and round it around the backyard. For some reason that really seemed to calm my mind. I need a bike! Of course right after I throw my bike out I now want to ride one.

Peace and a bottle of hair grease,

Ashley Venus

Mine

So, I had this really tripped out dream last night where I bought a new Rabbit, but it was diseased and crazy. I then proceeded to hit it with a broom and kill it. In my dream I was very proud of myself, but I would never do that in real life (refer to previous post). Anywho, I woke up with my dog snuggled up in my arms this morning, and well... Let's just say that when I first wake up I can be a bit delusional, and I kind of forgot I had a dog, and I then proceeded to scream and push her away from me. SORRY LUNA!

Anywho, I had a pretty good weekend. Jason came over and we played rock band. Nope, not the game. We were pretending we were an actual rock band. Actually, that's kind of sad, haha. But I came up with some song lyrics and it goes a little bit like this:

"Jason like boys

He uses them as toys

Oh Jason

Has a crush on a boy named Jonathon"

I smell Grammy! Haha and Jason doesn't really like boys, but if he did I'd love him anyway!

Another reason why my weekend was pretty awesome? I got a new tattoo! Yay! It's been almost a year since I got my first tattoo and I've been wanting another one the second after I got my first one. This time I got my Aunt's birthday and death date tattooed on my wrist in roman numerals. My Aunt is Jason's Mom, so it was cool that he was there to see me get it done. He now wants the same one or something like it when he's old enough.

In November I wrote about how every year we go to the beach where we sprinkled her ashes and pay our respects. But I never really talk about how much I miss my Aunt, because I start to cry, but the truth is I MISS HER SO FREAKIN' MUCH! I don't want to talk about it, but it's cool that I can carry her with me anywhere I go, and I can draw strength from it. It may seem silly, but that's the power of art and love!

I'm not even going to lie, my wrist stung a bit more than my foot, but it didn't hurt too bad. I have videographic proof of me getting tattooed and how I took it like a champ! Haha I'm acting like I got a giant tattoo, but whatever a tattoo is a tattoo. I have to edit the video first before I put it on YouTube, because it's pretty long.

Ooh I forgot to mention that my friend Merima got inked as well. She got roman numerals of an important date tattooed on her hip. Videos will posted sometime this century!

Peace and Love,

Ashley Venus

P.S. I have no idea why "strength" is highlighted yellow when it's spelled correctly!